Twenty Five Twenty One Review Drama

 

Title : Twenty Five Twenty One

tvN, finished

Annyeong chinggu yaaa!! kemarin udah sempet review ulasan on going drama Crazy love sekarang gue mau review 25 21 ..yesss who's excited? Alright i nominated this as the best drama of early 2022...rating as for me 8 dari 1 to 10. with total 16 episodes and aired every Saturday and Sunday on Netflix.

The story is about a high schooler named Na Hee Do (Kim Tae Ri) dia juga seorang atlet anggar berlatar belakang di tahun krismon(krisis moneter). Hampir putus asa meraih mimpi dikarenakan krisis moneter yang terjadi diseluruh belahan dunia ini membuat perekonomian sangat terpuruk. Anggar yang termasuk olah raga mahal inipun terpaksa harus dihentikan di sekolah tempat Hee Do bersekolah, dengan tekad yang kuat demi mencapai cita cita nya dia rela melakukan apapun, saat itu juga dia bertemu dengan Baek Yi Jin seorang pemuda di usia 20 tahun yang harus terpaksa  berhenti kuliah dan bekerja serabutan demi menghidupi dirinya dan sebisa mungkin membantu keluarga nya yang harus berpisah dikarenakan perusahaan milik ayah nya bangkrut dan memiliki banyak hutang, hal ini yang menyebabkan Yi Jin harus berusaha keras untuk menyatukan kembali keluarga nya yang terpisah. 

Pertemuan mereka yang tak terduga ini membuat mereka berteman dekat dan saling mendukung satu sama lain. Memiliki permasalahan masing masing dan menjadi support system disaat terpuruk dan saling menghibur disaat sedih yang membuat mereka jadi pribadi yang kuat. Saat itu Hee do yang sedang berusaha masuk Timnas Korea dan bercita cita menjadi rival Ko Yu Rim(Bona) adalah masa masa yang berat disamping ibunya yang tidak mendukungnya. Di saat itulah Yi Jin yang menjadi support system bagi Hee do dan begitu sebaliknya. Yi Jin yang sempat menghilang beberapa saat karena sempat dikejar kejar oleh orang orang yang merugi akibat perusahaan ayahnya pun kembali ke Seoul untuk mencoba peruntungan nya mendaftar sebagai reporter di UBS, Yi Jin yang saat itu terpuruk menjadi yakin akan dirinya berkat He doo yang selalu menjadi inspirasi bagi dirinya. Dia selalu teringat akan dirinya ketika masih SMA saat bersama Na He Doo. Penuh semangat dan selalu ceria.

Kalo omongin Self love nya He Doo gak usah diragukan lagi guys dia baik dan menghargai teman teman nya and when she's alone she's okay with it and her defense is wow. Totally my kind of heroine laaaahhh

Good story after all pertemanan Na Hee Do dan teman teman SMA nya juga diceritakan sangat baik dan sisi love story, life story nya on point. Saran gue nonton ini ya ikutin alurnya dan trust it. Trurthfully kecewa gak kecewa nonton nya, cuz ekpektasi gue yang memuncak.Karena hidup sometimes gak memihak kita but it's all the best for us. We just have to be brave to make decisions what's the best for us.

Sekian dulu ya ceritanya biar gak terlalu spoiler niatnya pengen kasih sedikit gamabaran cerita nya 25 21... FYI gue baru tau juga guys kenapa ini 25 21 karena ternyata ini dipengaruhi sama kepercayaan all let's called it budaya mereka ya kalo couple yg beda 4 tahun ini bring luck secara bintang dan shio gitu sih perhitungan korea nya ya kalo kita kaya primbon gitu but anyway gue gak percaya begituan sih lol.So overall ya drama ini patut ditonton buat jadiin pelajaraan hidup epic sih atau buat hiburan ditengah penatnya kehidupan. remember you're not alone in this journey. You always have a way to be success like Na Hee Do ir better the succes but in you own version. Keep it up! I know you're capable of doing anything.

The Grass Is Always Greener On The Other Side

Not a very long time ago i had quite a weird experience while working. Well... I am working in service and hospitality which somehow i don't really like it but in many ways i enjoy it. I never open up about it, never want to talk about it either.. i just struggling along the way by my own. It is not that i am not thankful about it, cuz still, i earned money from it. 

Well yeah not so proud and honestly i feel stuck too. So few days ago i was welcoming visitors from one of BUMN company and turned out it's one of their Directors who came to visit. Then i saw a face that i recognized that "the director" who came was my friend's father.  

As you may guess that every important person usually get an easy access on every entry with ' Sok sibuk face on' and walk straight. Well not all of 'em like that but mostly they don't greet at first if it's not us who greet them first. I learned that being nice, polite and attitude is essential.

After i saw him walk by then i remember every Ig post of  her daughter just passing by one by one,  like you read your favorite comics or novel that you have read many times, in fact i did not stalking on her ig lolz. It just how my brain works every sad or scary event that makes me worried it just came up and flow like a Loire river. Every saddest moment of my life that happened long long time ago just showed up. I started seeing her only happy life while i know everyone in this whole wide world is facing their own problem. My thought at time be like wow no wonder her life's is so much easy. Schooling at the best High school like me, Then hearing a rumor about her saying, " gue gak usah kuliah jauh jauh di UPH aja" while i was fucking exhausted mentally and physically looking, testing, praying just to enter an Uni. Then hearing she going to one of the best uni in the world for master degree and really enjoying her time in NYC with her friends like going for vacation, while i was running out of my breath just to chasing my dream to Angers, France living broke ass because i know my family can't afford much more than my living expenses for daily. Getting help to French gov for my dorm allowance to be reduced while she was staying in a nice apartment. Looking for an intern with nice salaries so i could bring my money back to Indonesia. Not going anywhere even did not have a chance to see Eiffel and visit the city of love. While she was back and forth NYC to LA to LV. Landing a nice job as a writer while i have to face the pandemic so i have to stuck in my current job which i don't like. She's now married and have a little happy family while i am still figuring out my own life, depressed, even hating myself like you're sailing with cheap almost broke boat in Loire river watching over the magnificent castle envying the princess life. I guess there are some people who were born with the easy life, their life stages seem so smooth and visually exquisite. That's what i thought when i saw that director face. 

Now on every time i'm feeling down. I do looking into deep in me. I saw the picture of  myself. when i was kid, teen, savoring  moment in the happiest time and little things. It just softens my heart, like can you betray yourself when you're younger just to live unhappy life? no i don't wanna betrayed my younger self who's already suffer enough yet she still fight for her dream, yet still survive yet still smile yet still happy. I just don't wanna ruin the image of my younger me. I just want to make my younger me proud of myself , my present me and my future me. I just want to live my life on my own. 

Some people indeed have privilege, but there are some people who fortunate enough to change their life. Just wishing i would be one of  that, because the feels when you're working on your own and you can buy things now eventho it's cheap, it feels great somehow. You start to learn to value lil things, thankful on everything you received and more appreciate things in life that be given and you work on. So don't you ever dare looking yourself down after you have been working so fucking hard for yourself and maybe for your family. Do not you dare! Shamed on you! She was the one who you can rely on, you can believe, you can love, you can proud of.

SHE IS YOU, NEVER LOST YOURSELF

Review Drakor At The Moment Yuk

    Title : Crazy Love

        KBS , on going drama

Anyeong anyeong ! How’s your life going on? Apakah membosankan karena harus bekerja 9 to 5 or 24 hours a week?  Semangat yaaa setiap orang punya jalan hidup nya masing masing yang kerja kantoran, pengusaha, freelancer, all the same butuh me time yang ter quality ya ga sih? Tapi jangan lupa yg punya mimpi diluar kerjaan bisa lah di luangkan waktunya,sisihkan uangnya untuk mengejar mimpi itu. Jangan berhenti bermimpi yah walaupun kerjaan sekarang ini bukan yang kamu mau. Tetap yakin sama diri sendiri dan percaya takdir dari Allah selalu baik.

Nah Alhamdulilah teruntuk kalian yang sudah memiliki kerjaan saat ini, masih banyak orang orang yang sulit mendapatkan kerjaan diluar sana. Atau untuk kalian yang bekerja di environment toxic, bos toxic, temen kantor toxic. Semangat ya! Pasti setiap orang punya problem yang mereka hadapi masing  masing even mereka on the top of their career. Untuk yang masih ngerasa stuck di career  pun juga semangat. You’re not stuck, take a baby step. Investasiin ke diri kalian,belajar Ilmu ilmu baru lagi . Kalo belum ada spare money untuk ambil kelas, nih gue spoil kelas gratis yg bisa kalian akses di https://www.futurelearn.com/ ini kalo kalian bisa ngerjain sesuai deadline dan jika nilai nya  bagus bisa dapet free Certificate loh, lumayan kan buat nambahanin skill kalian ya. Kalo bisa sih take classes yang bisa kalian terrapin jadi ilmu nya gak sia sia karena akan terus kepake yah.

Oke oke ngomongin kerjaan mulu cape yah hehehehe. Maklum ini blog pengembangan diri jadi kudu share  hal hal positif dan inspiratif ya girls. Yuk langsung aja disini gue mau review sih bukan rekomen karena ini drakor masih on going .. whaatt?? Drakor?? Iya drakor. Apakah mau racunin drakor atau mau buat waktu kurang produktif? Gak gitu juga sih. Ya buat hilangin penat sesaat aja ya jangan keterusan sampe waktu abis. Untuk itu biar kalian ga salah pilih drakor yang gimana gima gue udah pilih nih satu drakor yang menurut gue cukup relate ke gua honestly yah. Siapa tau bisa cukup relate ke kalian juga yah. Entah ini takdir atau apa yah suasini cukup mirip sama suasini gue saat ini tapi karena ini drama yah inget ini drama hehehehe jadi gak se ekstrim itulah dengan yang gua alami saat ini.

Judulnya “Crazy Love” yang main mba Crystal adiknya Jessica SNSD sepenggal pengetahuan dunia per korea an kalo kalian kurang tau. Namanya juga review yah pasti agak spoiler gaksihh??? Jadi drakor keluaran KBS ini tema nya yah dunia perkantoran guys, kalo kalian masih di umur 20 thn an oke sih nih drakor. Bercerita tengtang mba Lee Shin Ah (Crystal) yang bekerja di suatu perusahaan Online Education Platform Bernama Go top which is ini platform is dabes di Korsel kalo di Indo kaya Ruang guru yah. Disitu si mbak nya bekerja jadi Secretary to Mr Noh Go jin  Boss aka CEO nya GO TOP ini nih. Disini diceritain si boss nya bossy abis perfeksionis, gak bisa nerima kesalahan sedikit pun. Gara gara dia banyak banget karyawan nya yang gak kuat kerja sama dia paling lama Cuma 3 bulan. Sadis ya nih bos, duh jangan jahat jahat amat lah bos. Kemudian yaaahh sih Shin Ah ini keterima kerja lah dia di tempat itu dengan niat someday dia bisa jadi salah satu tutor terbaik di Go Top Edu ini, demi mimpinya ini dia rela lah yah nahan semua kelakuan dan perkataan si bos nya ini. Yang bikin kesel nya juga yang lain jadi ikutan bully dia hiiihh esmosi tingkat tinggi.. Yang paling gue kesel liat ini drakor yah dan bakalan jadi pelajaran banget di hidup nih ya. Jangan pernah sekali kali kita merendahkan harga diri orang based on pekerjaan, latar belakang orang itu. Kita di mata Allah semuanya sama setara dan se drajat. Semua layak dihormati. So perlakukan orang dengan hormat kecuali orang itu gak hormatin kita balik mending balik kanan aja sih bye. Okay jadi mba Shin Ah nahan semuanya guys dia stress tiap hari sampe dia sering banget sakit kepala tuh awal mula nya dia stress sampe sakit kepala dan minum obat penghilang sakit kepala terus terusan kan ga baik buat tubuh yaaa… Klimaksnya itu si bos nya dapet undangan jadi speaker di salah satu institusi Pendidikan dan mau share power point nya, ada salah satu karyawan yang responsible buat bikin PPT dan tampilin PPT nya terus dia lupa naro flash disknya dimana dan nyalahin si Mba Shin Ah, yang mengakibatkan Noh Go Jin ini emosi dan marah terus mempermalukan mba Shin Ah di depan umum dengan cara merendahkan mimpi nya Shin Ah kan kesel banget gak sih. Ini nih tipe tipe Bos toxic yang sama sekali gak layak di hormati. Mereka ciri cirinya menuntut dan gak pernah leading and guiding, terus merendahkan diri orang lain dan di mata dia dirinya orang yang paling hebat. Agak esmosi disini yah selain relate pernah juga gue alami. Kaya ga pantes yah seorang atasan memperlakukan karyawan seperti padahal kinerja Shin Ah udah baik banget. Koreksi kinerja sangat baik banget sih dia abis direndahin tetep kerja dong ampe lembur padahal dia abis nangis huhuhuh Shin Ah I feel you deeply. After kejadian ini dia ya gitu minum obat lagi buat ilangin sakit kepalanya yang sering kambuh2 an. Dia udah direminder temen nya untuk check up dan dia akhirnya check up kondisi nya. Ternyata dia kena Tumor otak Glioblastome stadium akhir karena stress yang dia pendam …Wah gokil sih dia bisa setahan itu (pointing myself, tapi amit2 jangan sampe kaya gitu ya Allah) Jadi hal menarik lainnya mulai disini guys. Sisi Shin Ah yang berani keluar wohooooo.. dahlah kalian mending nonton sendiri aja yah. Baru ep 3 sampai hari ini nih. Lesson learned gak ada yang namanya menggapai mimpi itu mudah yah. Ada aja pasti, belum dari diri kita sendiri, belum orang lain yang gak tau apa apa soal values kita, dan orang orang toxic macam bos gue eh bos Shin Ah maksudnya (kebawa peran gue hehehehe) Dan berbuat baik ga bakalan bikin rugi, sharing ilmu juga gak akan pernah bikin kesaing, yakin ini nih buat orang orang yang pelit ilmu diluaran sana, inget rezeki udah diatur sama Yang Maha Kuasa. Berbuat baik gak pernah ngerugiin diri kita. Ilmu yang kita ajarkan dia gunain buat cari nafkah terus jadi ladang pahala kita, belum lagi kita buat networking yang baik. Kalo dia resign keterima di tempat yang lebih baik pasti dia inget kita, pasti di rekomenin kita. Banyak cara sih Allah bantu kita dengan kebaikan kebaikan kecil yang kita kerjakan sehari hari. Kemudian jangan pernah ngerasa stuck kita bukan stuck ataupun gagal walaupun kita udah usaha dan berdoa yah namun keadaan yang buat kita gak bisa apa apa itu adalah waktu dimana kita mempersiapkan diri dimasa depan untuk jadi successful version of us. I do believe that indeed. Jadi formulanya never stop, doa dan berbuat baik selalu.

  

Regards your best friend

Indira.

Wishes for my 26th me

 

 

 

 

Hi! You will be 26^th soon can not believe it! Back days were really hard, weren’t they? There are some days that i was happy for everything and there some days that was scared and sad of. Aren’t the days will be in that same motion forever right? Back and forth, Ups and Downs, dark and bright. I have struggling a lot these days. Shaping my future so you’ll be really cool woman but I actually I already know that we are this cool since we were born. We both were born this way. Remember your old favorite song, Who says by Selena Gomez and Mean by Taylor swift just play ‘em when you sad. Cause we both can just shake it off when we will face mean people. And sing the who says when we’re on fire. I do want to make you happy in our special day. But many things happens. It is not that you are not special. It is because you are special, that everyone still needs you. Why do not we just celebrate it in our heart, and embrace yourself up. Let’s do what you like. Don’t you still have some books to read? Classes to join? Why don’t we just make ourselves busy instead of overthinking? And focus in our happiness in and out. Enjoy the little things is actually the essence of life. Adulting is hard, right? Instead of thinking how hard life could be, let’s embrace your beauty, uniqueness and your skills. Tips number 1
to stay positive is workout… Indeed workout helps me get rid the overthinking. My mind is clear and my body become super light.. Also eating healthy makes my blood runs smoothly. Let’s reduce sugars, too much carbo, eating guilty syndrome, and flour. Remember always you don’t have to feel you’re nothing in front of other people. You’re a problem solver. Remain calm in every situation. Just do not be panic. You know I love you in every inch of you. If they don’t mean for you, than someone elses will.

 

 

Joyeux anniversaire Bebe, Merci bien pour d’etre toi toujours.

Magic Does Exists

Recently ini emang lagi belajar sedikit demi sedikit yang namanya self-love, menghargai diri sendiri, kontrol emosi, enjoy the waves of life, coba gak ikutin standar publik. Iri? Pasti ada ya. Kaya, temen kok udah ini itu, kaya kok gue masih gini gini aja ya? It all started, then I questioning myself too much, malah jatohnya bertubi- tubi dan memojokkan diri ini. Feeling pain in and out, karena semua gak berjalan sesuai rencana dan kehendak yang gua mau. Pandemi yang gak berujung.  Overthinking, anxiety tuh kaya udah makanan sehari hari gitu. Capek dan lelah. Terkadang kalo udah terlalu lelah ujung ujungnya nonton drakor gitu, somehow it cures my heart, biasanya genre nya itu sedih atau comedy. Akhir akhir ini lagi nonton drakor judulnya Hello, Me! Entah kenapa kok relate yah? As far as I know belum pernah sih gua nonton drakor yang ceritanya tuh kaya gini deh. FYI, ini kenapa relate nya? Karena gua tuh suka banget nulis surat untuk dear future me gitu, buat self reminder aja sih to stay positive and bright. Karena udah umur kali ya? Makin lama kaya udah padam gitu semangat diri ini (gua masih muda kok lol) gak se excited dulu. Sekarang tuh bener bener everything counts lah.

So drakor yang gua tonton itu, ini agak spoiler dikit gak apa apa yah. Jadi genre nya comedy ,drama sama fantasy gitu deh. Nama tokoh utamanya adalah Bhan Ha Ni nih si cewek nya. Dia saking udah pesimis dan rendah diri to the max, sampai sampai tuh dia mau mati aja gitu, saking udah lelahnya. Terus yang bikin seru, dia ketemu sama dirinya sendiri waktu dia umur 17 tahun. Yang mana ternyata dulu pas SMA dia anaknya popular banget  di SMA. Yang gua suka tuh nilai nilai kehidupan nya juga ada di sela sela drama ini. Ha ni little version ini ceria banget, well…. dia tuh energetic, percaya diri banget, self- love nya super kece and her positives vibes ini nular dan mengingatkan Kembali ke Ha ni yang sudah dewasa ini, slowly but sure she changes into a positive person gitu…. Kinda remind me gitu. Cuma bedanya dia di datengin langsung sama young version nya dia. Kalo gue ? Ya….itu kebiasaan gua sedari dulu nulis di buku trus nempelin quotes quotes artis yang relate sama gua. So when I’m down, biasanya gua suka baca baca in tulisan. Sampai terkadang gua suka nemu tuh tulisan gua sendiri waktu SMA…. It feels ya kaya ketemu sama diri gua waktu masih SMA, disemangatin dan helps me through the bad days. Senyum senyum sendiri karena pernah se- positif itu gue dimasa lalu dan masa iya gua sekarang gampang nyerah gitu, gampang overthinking, semudah itu anxiety. I want my bright me back. Makanya tulisan, segala poster untuk menunjang atau bisa nyemangatin gua tuh suka gua tempel dilemari buku, di notes gua, di tempat tempat yang kemungkinan bisa gua liat tiap hari gitu kan. Quotes quotes juga suka banget gua kumpulin, iya se rajin nya dan se positif itu gua dulu.

One day belum lama ini which were a bit dark days buat gua, tiba- tiba, eureka! Ya gak se bombastis dan fantastis banget sih kaya ilmuwan yang nemuin sesuatu hal, but for me itu magical moment banget, sangaatt!! I told my circle Rizna temen terdekat gua, yang kalo gua ngobrol sama dia bisa berjam jam dan tiap minggu kudu banget telfonan, kayanya kita lebih so sweet dibandingkan orang orang yang pacaran deh na, asli!

Tiba tiba aja gitu gua baru ngeh lemari baju gua yang tiap hari gua buka in itu pernah gua tempelin quotes nya Albert E. Quotes nya gini “ The person with big dreams is more powerful than one with all the fact “ pas liat atas nya ternyata gue juga pernah tempelin postcard yang gua dapet waktu ikut EHEF Education Fair, itu kira kira pas gua masih duduk di bangku SMA juga deh kalo gak salah. Tulisan nya gini, Studi? Tentu Prancis! Shock? Banget parah, se-kaget itu. Jadi apa yang orang orang bilang gantungkan cita cita mu setinggi langit bukan hal omong kosong belaka. Gua pernah mengalami the darkest day of my life gagal berkali kali ujian SBMPTN di jurusan dan kampus yang gua inginkan. Gua sampe bela bela in pergi ke Jogja waktu itu supaya bisa lebih dekat dengan kampus impian, biar lebih greget aja gitu lebih ke motivasi. Dengan harapan bisa diterima di kampus impian sejuta umat UGM di Jurusan HI. Sejak kecil, jujur mimpi gua tuh bisa keluar negri entah belajar,kerja atau tinggal disana. Makanya gua senekat itu ninggalin my hometown buat mengejar impian gua. Pertama gua pergi ke Pare, kediri untuk ningkatin skill Bahasa inggris gue, kemudian les persiapan SBMPTN di Jogja. Yes I didn’t believe it either karena gua sebenernya orangnya penakut pergi kemana mana sendirian. Naik motor aja sampe sekarang masih takut. Waktu itu bener bener gak ada secuil pun perasaan ragu ataupun takut yang hinggap dihati gua. Jujur semembara itu kobaran api semangat juang gua kalo soal mimpi dan cita cita. Always excited kalo ditanya mau kuliah dimana? Langsung aja gua bilang kalo gak UI ya UGM se songong dan percaya dirinya banget gua itu dulu, kayanya orang orang pada kesel dengernya hahaha but who cares? Karena bagi gua ucapan adalah doa, right? Pernah juga temen kelas gua sendiri responded gua gini, “Gua mah realistis aja”. Jujur,  sakit hati karna yang ngomong itu dari segi kepintaran ya dia diatas gue. But it did not stop me gitu. Terserah yah, mungkin dia mimpinya cetek  kali yah. Gua gak marah cuma kasian aja. Mimpi itu gratis teman teman. Makanya gua paling seneng banget ngedengerin orang orang yang punya cita cita tinggi, pasti bakalan gua dengerin dan pantengin tuh orang, gua petrus(pepet terus) lah istilahnya. Gua tanya tanyain hahahaha korbannya banyak hahaha rata rata sih para senior gue. Many cases gua auto nge fans. Semudah itu sih gua suka sama orang hahahaha. Tenang2 kakak kakak nya cantik cantik kok lol. 

Time passed, resultnya? Gua gagal. Sedih? Banget! The dark ages came into my life, sampet nyalahin Tuhan dan diri sendiri mostly waktu itu. Dah gak punya semangat ngejar impian lagi kala itu. Takut gagal lagi, takut kecewa lagi. I was at my lowest point of my life, kuliah pun juga udah gak mau ambil pusing lagi karena sudah saking lelah nya, swasta aja kalo tes ya paling gitu-gitu doang gak kaya SBMPTN gitu maksudnya. Tapi semua yang Allah bilang tuh bener. Doa itu ada yang langsung dikabulkan, ditunda or you deserve better than that. Sejatinya jalan yang diberikan Allah ke kita itu magical moments, in every step sebenernya cuma kadang kadang gua nya ya yang gak bisa liat keindahan dibalik musibah ataupun keberhasilan lain dari kegagalan demi kegagalan yang gua alami. I was blaming God most of the time which I’m still regretting it until now. Coba aja kalo gua lebih tabah, lebih sabar, lebih menerima keadaan, bisa making other plans, mungkin gua gak bakalan se -sedih dan semenderita itu. Regrets come at the end, always.

Ketakutan akan kegagalan jujur masih menghantui sampai sekarang, self esteem terjun payung. Liat orang bawaan nya minder aja gitu kaya gua adalah orang paling bodoh sedunia padahal gua bukan orang yang bodoh. Latar belakang gua juga bukan lulusan dari sekolah biasa biasa aja kalo boleh di bilang. Makanya notes notes dan quotes yang bisa dibilang gua temuin itu jujur healing banget dan buat gua waras lagi sama keadaan dan kehidupan. Mostly sih bacanya emosional yang mana buat gua makin cinta sama diri ini. Gua ternyata bukan orang gagal seperti yang gua pikirkan selama ini because dreams do come true. Kalo gua ngeh aja sama tulisan post card Campus France. Studi? Tentu Prancis! Kata kata yang bikin gua cukup terenyuh dan merinding..Kaya masa depan gua tuh udah dispoilerin duluan sebenernya sama Allah macam idol idol yang mau comeback hehehehehe. Asli padahal sudah bertahun tahun lewat gua baru ngeh. Ada aja Allah kasih jalan buat ngingetin gua untuk bersyukur dan gak berlarut larut dalam pikiran negative. Tapi kalo udah tau duluan bisa jadi gua bakalan abai, males dan kurang bersyukur kali yah. Oh ya setelah dark ages yang gua lewati, alhamdulilah gua udah pernah ke Phuket, Thailand untuk magang disana trus udah juga nyicipi bangku kuliah di Universite d’Angers, gabung bareng anak anak Erasmus. So doa gua sebenernya dikabulin Allah, Cuma ya ditunda, sama you deserve better than your plan adalah jalan yang gua tempuh. Bahkan sampai saat ini guapun suka lupa ternyata gua anak yang keren… ini nih makanya kudu sayangi diri more & more kalo kata mba twice mah. Makanya gua decide buat build positive habit, positive vibes dan strong mental health which lead me to makin sayang dan cinta sama diri ini yang sebenernya udah keren banget dari dulu. Full of blessings and love from God, parents, family and our friends. Kenapa kita gak bisa kaya gitu, lebih sayang dan lebih peduli sama diri, lebih lembut, lebih bisa menghargai diri ini. Oleh karena itu gua inisiatif banget untuk bikin platform yang mungkin sedikit bisa membantu dan mengobati orang orang yang punya pengalaman yang sama kaya gua, so I make gogirl.vibes, kalian bisa follow di Instagram yaaa….Wishing you nothing but the best, love from yourself.

 

 

 

Korean Meals Ideas

Annyonghaseyo! hi all! that's just how Koreans saying hi or hello. Alright then i'm going to share my family favorite Korean meals that i made. Since i started to be more care about myself lol, i love me but i never showed it off, so now on i want to eat properly, eat more veggies and make my own smoothie. If we are healthy, our body tend more easy to shape, we get beautiful and glowing skin, strong hair, always fit, have more energy. We more tend to be productive everyday. Don't be afraid that K-meals will be difficult to make, I am here working so hard to sum up and get a bit creative to make this meals easy to make and affordable. Because my motto is, healthy is not always expensive. We are so lucky living and growing up in Indonesia with nice weather every year. We have many optional vegetables and fruits. As Korean meals  have uncommon ingredients but not to worries we can substitute that hardly to find or expensive, but still taste good and looks similiar. Alright enough with the opening. 

I made Bulgolgi and Kimchi jiggae(stew) for my family dinner... Kimchi is a spicy fermented cabbage dish, it is well known as one of the healthiest food in the world. Health magazine recommended adding Kimchi to our diet daily can help prevent cancer and yeast infection. It also has high source of vitamin A, B and C. So no wonder that Kimchi mentioned as one of the healthiest food in the world. And for the protein i made Bulgolgi, bulgolgi is Korean marinated beef  BBQ, you can grilled on barbecue or made it simple by stir fried in a pan.

Bulgolgi preparation 

1. Thin Siced beef around 500 grams, you can use chicken too! Here i used chuck beef part that i bought at Lotte mart. You can use any part but please be aware of it.

2. Chopped one small yellow onion ( you can used it as many as you like), 3 garlics and minced add a little bit ginger and crushed asian pear.

3. Add soy sauce 3 table spoon, 2 table spoon oyster sauce, 2 table spoon of thick and sweet soy sauce to give a taste. Add salt, pepper and sugar. Give it a taste! and clean your mouth thorughly.

4. Keep in the fridge one night

5. Then you can stir fried the meat the next day.

Kimchi jiggae ingredients

1. 1 pack kimchi

2. Tofu(tahu putih) this is optional, you can add anything you like, like fish cake/fish ball

3. Half medium onion, sliced it.

4. Green onion cut diagonally

5. Chickem or beef stock powder

6. Gochujang ( Korean Chili paste)
7. Sugar and Salt
8. Soy sauce

How to make Kimchi jiggae 

1. I bought kimchi in supermarket around 24 k Rupiah.

2. Cut the kimchi into small pieces.

3. Heat the pot, put a little bit oil.

4. Put the kimchi, onion and green onion.

5. Add water, and put a full table spoon of gochujang.

6. Cover the pot for 10 minutes in medium heat.

7. After ten minutes mix all the ingredients. Add sugar, soy sauce and stock powder. Taste it!

8. Add tofu on the top by laying the tofu over the stew.

9. Cover the pot and cook one more for next 10 minutes with medium heat.

10. Chop 1 green onion and put it on the top of the stew. Serve right away with rice

                                I hope you like it!! Share what you thought about this recipe

Have you ever felt in your life that you're the most miserable person in this whole wide world? Have you ever felt like why my life like this? Why their life seems so easy? Have you ever wondered that maybe Allah is not fair about your life? Well, it is true. That is just how the world works. And all that we can do is just blaming our self, our life or even other people and the worst, we are blaming God for giving us a life that full of struggles. But we have forgotten how Allah gives us the essence of life itself and forgotten how's our life is so much better and so fortunate for some people. I hate listening to people complain about their life, which I think they are so fortunate to even than me, then I realized, Somehow I did the same way just like they did, ironic, isn't it? Our life every single part of it is a blessing. The struggles will just make us stronger, make us learn so we can be worth enough to be the best version of our self in the future. So we can live our best life in the future, we never know that. Do we know what futures hold? The only thing I know is, doing what you can do at the best point in your life will determine your future. Because what you do know will be your view of your future. No wonder a great people have so many histories and stories to tell, they do not proud of what they have achieved. But because they want to show you that you can do that too. They show us how when they fell they rose so many times, even in their successful life. Somehow Allah never made a mistake for designing our life. His blessing scenario is what the best for us.

I was and am still a dreamer. I was born from a middle-class family and still until now. I have been dreaming in my whole life since elementary, to go and live abroad. I always prayed to witness the beauty of the world, how Allah created the world for us, how we have been created in different colour skins, talk different languages, having different seasons and time. Since then I learned English so hard so I can communicate well. The proud feeling of how cool if someone can speak several languages emerged. I want to pursue my education abroad, but it was not an easy thing... many chances I took to get a scholarship or an exchange program, but always failed... I never gave up on my dream. Time passed by I wanted to be a Diplomat. What I knew then was getting to Ivy leagues was my top priority. I have tried many times. I took a gap year to prepare myself for a Uni entrance exam, but I failed again and again... Then I met the lowest point of my life because I did not have another plan. I have never done a B plan for my whole life because everything worked well for me. But then I faced my failure that brought me into dark ages. I was so frustrated with myself and started to blame God. All I did was protesting God. My faith collapsed. I don't know what to do. I was tired, bruised and I got beat up. Yeah, that's what I felt, I just afraid to decide my future, My dad recommended me to go to another school with different major that I have been hating it since first class to 3rd semester. I was arrogant. Because I had gone to very well known High school. Until one day, I stepped my feet into an unknown place where I felt I belonged there. I was so happy beyond my imagination that this is it, The Aha moment came to wake me up. This is what I have been dreaming and asked for so many times... Since then I never questioning or even protesting about how my life continues. I started to dream again, it feels like my wings are started to spread again. I had so many plans in my mind and I determined to pursue my dream. I decided to join a double degree programme. Life is indeed full of surprises. And then here I was in Charles de Gaulle airport waiting for my train to Angers... My beauty life started there, even it was full of struggles. I even couldn't see it...
Here I am now writing my stories to tell you, convince you that everything will be alright. Dreams do truly come true. Everything will be okay, just do your best and let God do the rest.